The Reasons For My Weightless Heart

"Don't listen to everyone else...You're the one who will have to live with the consequences."

I'll tell you flat out It hurts so much to think of this... So from my thoughts I will exclude. The very thing that I hate more than everything is the way I'm powerless to dictate my own moods...

I've thrown away the hope I had in friendships. I've thrown away so many things that could have been much more. I've thrown away the secret to find the end to this.. and I just pray my problems will go away if they're ignored, but that's not the way it works...

When I go down, I go down hard... and I take everything I've learned and teach myself some disregard. When I go down, it hurts to hit the bottom and of the things that got me there I think: if only I had fought them? Any control I thought I had just slipped through my hands, while my ever-present conscience shakes its head and reprimands me. Then and there I confess I'll blame all this on my selfishness...

Yet You love me and that consumes me, I'll stand up again & do so willingly. You give me hope, and hope it gives me life. You touch my heavy heart, and when you do You make it light. As I exhale I hear Your voice and I answer You, though I hardly make a noise. From my lips the words I choose to say seem pathetic, but it's a fallen man's praise, cause I love You Oh God...I love You.

life is now worth living... if only because of You and when they say that I am dead and gone it won't be further from the truth.

When I go down, I will lift my eyes to You. I won't look very far, cause You'll be there with open arms to lift me up again...ThankYou

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Which to bury, Us or the Hatchet?

I find it so upsetting that the memories that you select, you keep the bad but the good you just forget.
And even though I'm angry I can still say, I know my heart broke the day that you peeled out and drove away. I can't believe this happened.

And all this time I never thought, that all we had would be all for not....

No, I don't hate you. I don't want to fight you. Know I'll always love you but right now I just don't like you, cause you took this too far...

Make your decision and don't you dare think twice. Go with your instincs along with some bad advice. This didn't turn out the way I thought it would at all. You blame me but some of this is still your fault...

I tried to move you, but you just wouldn't budge. I tried to hold your hand, but you'd rather hold your grudge. I think you know what I'm getting at...You said goodbye and I just don't want you regretting that...

And wisdom always chooses the black eyes and these bruises over the heartache that they say never completely goes away.

I just can't believe this happened...one day we'll see this come around...

What happened to us? I heard that its me we should blame. What happened to us? Why didn't you stop me from turning out this way?

And know that I don't hate you. And know that I don't want to fight you. And know that I'll always love you, but right now I just don't...